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october 2026
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me when i said i'd start writing movie reviews again and then i never did

ma
october 16, 2026 · 2:25 pm
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guys i can't let this blog rest for 5 minutes without updating so say hello to our new tab icons!!! i'm gonna tweak them around a little i think...

october 13, 2026 · 11:34 pm
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finally catching up on f1! i haven't watched since hungary because i've just been wayyy too exhausted to wake up for them... thanks a lot lexapro!

october 10, 2026 · 2:59 pm
jayla

am i a crazy person for already planning the winter theme... like fall is BARELY even upon us i need to slow down...

october 9, 2026 · 11:32 am
jayla

the people have spoken! our first book club read is 'The Lamb' by Lucy Rose! we start reading on monday (or whenever you want if you already have the book)! it's officially book club time!

october 2, 2026 · 1:05 pm
september 2026
jayla

2 more days until our first book club read! so far we have a tie so cast your votes! also i'm finally seeing primetime tonight... scared!

september 30, 2026 · 12:29 pm
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resident evil was AMAZING! i loved it way more than weapons. our whole theater was having a blast, i'm so glad i saw it in IMAX! shoutout to my bff taylor for joining me❤️

september 27, 2026 · 11:25 pm
jayla

finally seeing the new resident evil movie tonight!! wish i didn't already see 150 spoilers 😍

september 27, 2026 · 3:54 pm
jayla

i got my first macbook today after having a windows laptop for the past 10 years and i am genuinely so confused already... but i got back from the movies to see we hit 50 FOLLOWERS!!! i'm so grateful you all stopped by ❤️

september 24, 2026 · 9:08 pm
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I'M SEEING AVENGERS: ENDGAME IN THEATERS TOMORROW!!! i didn't see it in theaters when it first came out and i regretted it ever since. I'M SO EXCITED!!!

september 23, 2026 · 10:17 pm
jayla

ok i changed some things visually to get a more cohesive theme going and i've been staring at it for too long so pls lmk how you're feeling about it... i am the most indecisive girl on the face of the earth!!!

september 20, 2026 · 1:22 pm
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updated the kindle widget and now she's incredibly gorgeous and i love her!

september 19, 2026 · 4:14 pm
jayla

it's been decided: Pretty Little Liars! i haven't rewatched in a couple years and i haven't seen the finale since it came out so i'm scared...

september 17, 2026 · 9:15 pm
jayla

desperately needing to start a fall show. stuck between restarting pretty little liars, true blood, or the vampire diaries. i'll have to consult my mother! (my tv watching partner)

september 17, 2026 · 4:19 pm
jayla

i forget what it was like to breathe through an un-stuffed nose...💔

september 15, 2026 · 12:10 pm
jayla

cracked open Nights at the Circus today and i feel like i've just entered another planet. such fun and whimsical writing! hoping it gets me out of my reading slump!

september 14, 2026 · 4:10 pm
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just added a new about me page if you're wondering who the hell i am! we also just hit 20 followers on here and i already feel like we have a little growing community. thanks so much for being here! 💋

september 13, 2026 · 5:58 pm
jayla

this is a secret message for my bff dayna who just found this blog today! hey sister!

september 13, 2026 · 4:18 pm
jayla

sooo where are we finding fun interactive widgets? i've found a few on neocities and tiktok (and those of you who include your blog codes. actual lifesavers!!!) but is there a secret third place? pls lmk!!!

september 12, 2026 · 3:33 pm
jayla

sneak peek at what i'm cooking for the reel/girl fall theme... 😉

reelgirlfall
september 11, 2026 · 3:02 pm
jayla

went to the thrift store with my friends yesterday and didn't have much luck 💔 all i got was true blood season 2 on dvd for my mommy! good thing it's almost true blood season!

september 10, 2026 · 12:49 pm
jayla

a girl from my high school was on love island and now everyone is chewing her up for being a mean girl. i have to laugh!!! can confirm she's got a reputation around here, and it's not a good one...

katieb
september 2, 2026 · 6:50 pm
jayla

it's been 4 years since i chopped all my hair off in a manic breakdown! never doing that again!

september 2, 2026 · 2:17 pm
jayla

btw i'm on substack! i don't post super often but that's where my longer form thoughts live. there's a lot i'm super proud of over there🤍

substack
september 1, 2026 · 5:36 pm
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was woken up at 7am this morning to the sound of wood chippers and chainsaws directly outside my window. the neighbors were chopping down trees and couldn't wait until afternoon i guess... early bed tonight!

september 1, 2026 · 4:47 pm
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new status chat just dropped! found this on andi's archive on neocities, just changed it a little to match!

september 1, 2026 · 4:18 pm

join our book club

book club is reading: 'The Lamb' by Lucy Rose

Thursday, September 17, 2026

nerding out about Alien (1979)

one of my favorite movies of all time is Alien. i remember my dad making me watch it a million times at probably 6 years old (way too young, btw!) and being in love with everything about it. Sigourney Weaver was my first superhero. as i got older, it stayed a favorite of mine, and every time i watch it i feel like a little kid again.

as i started learning more about filmmaking in the last few years, i started digging deeper into the creation of Alien. my love for these movies resurfaced hard in 2024 when Alien: Romulus came out. i'm a huge hater of reboots, but this was one of the only ones i felt did the original work justice. this is an essay i wrote a few years ago about the art direction behind the film, and it was also my first non-self-published work! i'm still really proud of it so i wanted to share it here so you could learn a little about my brain, and also learn about my favorite movie. 💋

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The 1979 blockbuster Alien, created by Dan O’Bannon and Ronald Shusett, prodded a level of fear within audiences that had never been reached before. The franchise has since become a quintessential staple in the horror and science-fiction genres, garnering millions of fans worldwide. The fear that comes from the suspense and gore of the films is nothing compared to the fear that comes from the creature itself; the Xenomorph. Of course, when creating a creature feature, the most crucial part of production is the design of the creature itself. This now-iconic alien was created with one goal in mind: to horrify the audience. And what’s more terrifying than our own human bodies? According to the Alien team, nothing!

 

O’Bannon was greatly inspired by the work of H.R. Giger, whom he worked with on a scrapped adaptation of Frank Herbert’s novel, Dune in the mid-70s. Giger, a Swiss surrealist artist, was best known for his disturbing science-fiction-based airbrushed pieces. The blend of humanoid and metallic-looking structures, appropriately described as “biomechanical” in style, were unlike anything O’Bannon had ever seen. He described Giger’s work as “horrible and beautiful” and knew that Giger was the only person capable of designing the Xenomorph creature. After director Ridley Scott was brought onto the project, O’Bannon gave him a copy of Giger’s book, Necronomicon, during the pre-production phase of Alien, and Giger was appointed part of their visual effects team. It was the piece titled “Necronom IV” (shown below) that became the reference for the Xenomorph in the whole of the Alien franchise, spanning from the original in 1979 to today with Alien: Romulus.

Necronom IV, 1976 - H.R. Giger

To no one’s surprise, the original screenplay and design sketches were quite a lot for studios to take in. O’Bannon first went to 20th Century Fox with the screenplay but was ultimately shut down due to the ghastly violence displayed in the first drafts of the script. It was eventually picked up by Brandywine Productions and then finally approved by 20th Century Fox after some rewrites. Nonetheless, the theme of bodily imagery was to always be at the forefront of the story, with the alien ship openings and facehugger eggs resembling female reproductive organs, and the facehuggers themselves resembling both male and female reproductive organs. The facehuggers, in early concept art as well as the final product, were modeled after human hands, and were designed to forcefully implant Xenomorph embryos down the throats of their victims. This is where the iconic chest-bursting scene was born.

The phallic nature of Giger’s work inspired much more about the creature than just its physicality. After seeing Giger’s art and the obvious references to the human body, Ridley Scott proposed the overarching theme of the first Alien film to reflect the horrors of sexual violence and forced pregnancy. Not just the act, but the aftermath as well, and the trauma that it does to the body and mind. In the 2002 The Alien Saga documentary, Scott said, “That’s how I’m going to attack the audience; I’m going to attack them sexually. And I’m not going to go after the women in the audience, I’m going to go after the men.” And that he did! He felt that films too often used violence against women as a plot device, so he instead made the violence unbiased in its victims. In the first film, the only forced alien pregnancy we witness is that of one of the male characters. O’Bannon and Shusett had written a script completely devoid of gender, stating that any character could be cast as any gender and the story would still come across the same. That is what makes the Xenomorph so horrifying. It is impartial, driven only by instinct and propagation, its only goal being to procreate by any means necessary.

Facehugger concept art by H.R. Giger, 1978

The design of the Xenomorph was meant to be grotesque and entirely human. The designers even went as far as sculpting the alien form onto actor Bolaji Badejo’s body, using his nearly 7-foot-tall frame as part of the creature’s design. The visual effects team created the musculature and tendons out of torn-up condoms, molded the alien face using a human skull model, and used lube to adorn the alien’s iconic salivating mouth. The use of materials that are so distinctly human drives the theme even further; these creatures, though vicious and deadly, are a part of a greater life cycle and we as humans are just their means of evolution. Another design choice made by Giger in the visual effects development was to remove the eyes from the Xenomorph. He said, “We came to the conclusion that a creature without eyes, driven by instinct alone, would be far more frightening.” The suspense of the film is where it shines the most, creating an extremely unsettling atmosphere for the characters in the film as well as the audience. The biggest contributing factor to the suspense was the decision to not show the Xenomorph in its entirety until the last few scenes of the film. We see bits and pieces, but never the full creature. So when watching the final standoff between the alien and main character Ellen Ripley, we are experiencing the terror of facing this creature just as she is.

“The Monstrous Feminine” trope, first coined in 1993 by Professor Barbara Creed in her book of the same name, describes the idea that though women in film are often the subject to torment and brutalization, the root of all monstrous ideals stems from fear of the female body. We see this in films like Carrie, with her overbearing and protective mother; Psycho, where a man is haunted by his mother’s voice which drives him to kill; Teeth, where a teenage girl discovers her reproductive organs harbor a set of razor-sharp teeth. Ridley Scott said his goal with these films was “to make the men in the audience cross their legs,” and I feel that his goal was more than accomplished. This trope elicits a primal fear in audiences, the fear of something we don’t understand. It’s no secret that knowledge and access to female health and reproductive education is greatly lacking in society today, and was even more scarce in the 70s when Alien was being produced. That is what is most terrifying about these films; take something we think we know, and turn it into a destructive, nearly unkillable monster. Alien is fundamentally feminine.

Alien III, sideview III, 1978 - H.R. Giger

As a woman, I greatly appreciate all forms of media that choose to not capitalize on the suffering of women on the basis of just being a woman. We are far from perfect ourselves, and displaying us as perfect, pure, hypersexual creatures to destroy is as damaging as it is unrealistic. Ellen Ripley did not need to be sexualized for her character to be memorable, she was memorable because she was a woman who did not need saving and was no less than her male counterparts. At the time of Alien’s release, this was huge. Though Ripley suffers greatly throughout the Alien franchise, the root of her suffering is not a result of her gender, but rather the construct of gender itself. The biology of procreation and the idea of an ever-evolving life cycle that we cannot even comprehend, much less control, will always strike a chord with audiences as it’s something we face in our own lives. Entire religions are built around it. By creating a narrative where the men’s bodily autonomy is just as at stake as the women’s, you are met with primal dread even the most terrifying horror movies can't compete with.

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